I have never been so happy and so excited about life before meeting my partner. He has been supporting and understanding, he knows what I need not what I want. Yes, I know its a common dialogue by people who are in love to say things like this. My reasons are different, might be similar to most of yours.
The hell of my life had taken me to a dark place. I was a different person from what I am now. I met friends who gave me confidence and showed me love and then threw me back in the hole from where I was uplifted. I met someone, he who I thought was my prince. He swept me off my feet and took me to la la land. I thought of him every single second, I loved him with all my heart. I think at some point it was obsession and fear of losing him. Love makes you feel happy, makes you feel excited about life, right? Why was it so opposite? My confidence was already shaken but it went to straight down zero when with him. I was different, I don't even know how. I always felt I wasn't good enough for him. He cheated on me with a bunch of girls, obviously! I thought the world had ended for me. That's it, life is over! I tried ending it! I locked myself home most times and cried all the time. I felt I wasn't beautiful. I allowed him to make me feel like that but thank God I moved on ...slowly. I started working, making friends, having meaningless relationships and trying to stay happy all the time. Made myself believe I am happy with what I was doing.
I then met someone who was besides me, working with me. Helping me when I needed him. A shoulder to cry on. Eventually a lover whom I now love so much. I understand love because of him. Love is being yourself. I am myself. Love is sacrifice and love is always taking small steps to make the other person feel loved. I am the most comfortable when I am with him. He makes me want to be a better person. I know how it feels to be loved. I know how it feels to be beautiful. He is a gift and a blessing from God! He redeemed me of all my worldly insecurities. Nothing can change that!
The hell of my life had taken me to a dark place. I was a different person from what I am now. I met friends who gave me confidence and showed me love and then threw me back in the hole from where I was uplifted. I met someone, he who I thought was my prince. He swept me off my feet and took me to la la land. I thought of him every single second, I loved him with all my heart. I think at some point it was obsession and fear of losing him. Love makes you feel happy, makes you feel excited about life, right? Why was it so opposite? My confidence was already shaken but it went to straight down zero when with him. I was different, I don't even know how. I always felt I wasn't good enough for him. He cheated on me with a bunch of girls, obviously! I thought the world had ended for me. That's it, life is over! I tried ending it! I locked myself home most times and cried all the time. I felt I wasn't beautiful. I allowed him to make me feel like that but thank God I moved on ...slowly. I started working, making friends, having meaningless relationships and trying to stay happy all the time. Made myself believe I am happy with what I was doing.
I then met someone who was besides me, working with me. Helping me when I needed him. A shoulder to cry on. Eventually a lover whom I now love so much. I understand love because of him. Love is being yourself. I am myself. Love is sacrifice and love is always taking small steps to make the other person feel loved. I am the most comfortable when I am with him. He makes me want to be a better person. I know how it feels to be loved. I know how it feels to be beautiful. He is a gift and a blessing from God! He redeemed me of all my worldly insecurities. Nothing can change that!
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